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It's seem like livejournal has no interest to me anymore. It's nothing like before. Before I was writing all the time in my lj and in communities, now I have no interest of doing that. Well, I keep coming here because I like to check on communities post and etc.

Well, that's it.

Today is my birthday and I've got a Ipod nano!!!! I really like it! And a ton of new clothes! :D Maybe I will post some picture later, bacause the dinner is not serve yet so..

Maybe later.

I just came back from the show of linkin park!!! Even in the rain it was great!!!!!!!!!!! :D I'm very happy that I was able to see it!! :D

Today one of my cousin die in a car crash this morning. RIP Kevin even if I didn't saw you often, you will be miss by a lot of people.


See Ya!!!

J'ai fait 3 fautes en 300 mots. Wow. J'arrive pas à y croire. C'est la première fois que ça m'arrive loool. C'est un exploit. Je crois que c'est dû au fait que j'ai bien regarder avant de réécrire. Le pire dans tout ça c'est que mes 3 fautes sont dans la même phrase....

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XD Je crois que j'ai pas trop regarder cette phrase là. C'est une des dernières phrases alors... J'avais hâte de partir :P

So............ I call him. I had a feeling that he is not doing it on purpuse. He does have a life too so... And I was a little emotional too.. I was tired and all so.. When I'm tired everything is bigger than it looks so... I invite him to come eat at my home sunday. I think he is really looking foward to it. I will bake a strawberry cheesecake, it's been a while since I wanted to bake one. I'm going to do a vegeloaf. It's very good!! I was looking for an occasion to make it.

I'm so hungry right now, I just call for some food for delivery! HUNGRY ME IS.

Tomorrow I have to go to the grocery store because I have nothing to eat here!!! I have to do the dishes, haha I have nothing to eat on it!! maybe except a couples of plates but I have no more ustensils! XD I have to go buy some things at the commencial center.

Well now I'm going to bed.

So today well... I went to work. Everything went well. While I was on the bus to go to work, I had to read the book for my french class because the exams about it was today and I had still 50 pages to read. It was fast, the book is small so. I finish it before I took the bus to go to class. I went to see my teacher first because I wasn't there yesterday. He gave me some sheets. I think it the same thing I learn to do in another french class. (I have 4 courses to do in french 101, 102, 103 and 104, I'm in 102 right now.) So I think it won't be a problem.

So after work, I had to read in the bus and at home.

At school, I did the exam and call my mom. She will come to see me with my dad in Quebec City. I'm so happy! :D

They will sleep at my appartment. We will go shopping and walk in the streets of old Quebec.

So I went back to class and we could look at our exams we did since the beginning of the class. I only made 3 mistakes on 300 words!!! OH MY!!!!! This is so cool. I can't believe it. This is so niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice. I'm happyyyyyy!!! :D

I went home and went on internet. I finally have money!! IT'S PAYDAY! YOOHOO! XD So my colock and I we went to get some money because we were hungry so we call to get some fodd for delivery. My poutine was good but I should have take the barbecue gravy and not the spicy one.

So now I will go listen to music a little and go to bed.

Last night I didn't sleep at all because I slept all day. Grrr so I was so tired in the morning and I had to go to work. It was so fuck up at work XD I wasn't really in the mood but I had to work lol. Today it wasn't so busy so it was nice.

After work, I went home and almost fall asleep in the bus XD

We I arrive at my appartment, I fell asleep right away. I set my alarm clock at 5h45 because I have a french class at 7 o'clock but... I didn't woke up. I actualy knew that I woundn't so... But that's okay, I will go see my teacher today to ask him some information about it and borrow someone notes.

I'm happy! I have good mark (is that the right word fo it???) right now at this class! I have 21.1/25!!! 84%!!! (We had three test to do) :D

I have to read a book for today's class. I have 50 pages left, I'm going to make it. XD

I'm going back to sleep for another 2 hours now...

My ex-boyfriend is a fucking liar. We were supose to do something together tonight and he call me to tell me that the weather was really bad on the highway and he got scare because of that. And we were suppose to do something last friday and he cancel because he was working saturday morning(He told me last monday that it was okay even if he was working). He told me that we could see each other next thursday or friday. He told me that he is only working saturday morning. I told him that he already cancel last friday because he was working. He said : Ah we could try to check this out.

Forget it. I will not call him again. He will have to call me if he want to see me because I won't. I'm really tired of this. It look like he doing this on purpuse, to hurt me or something. Maybe it's only my imagination... I don't understand... Well, maybe he's not that confortable to drive in bad weather.. Or maybe he's not confortable to drive at all. Like me. Anyway, I won't be calling him, he will have to do it.

I slept all day. I was suppose to do a exam today.. But I woke up late and... I call my teacher that I won't be coming. I was feeling so embarassed because I deceive her... Well, she call me later to tell me that I could do the exam at the beginning of the next semester. I'm so happy! because if I have to do that class again, It means another year of school and I can't do that! I have to finish this year!

I went to my french class and we had to writing test to do. At 9:30 pm, I finished it so I could go home. I was happy because I was really looking foward to see Jérôme. But he call me on the bus and you know what happen. I promise myself in the past to not to cry because of him anymore but I just couldn't stop myself from crying. I was so frustrated to fall into that again. Anyway.. Now I know that he feel nothing about me. We are only friend. So now I really have to move on. I know I can do it. I don't have to be with someone right now anyway. I have to tell myself that it's better that way.

So right now I'm watching tv or listening to music.

Whaterver

I woke up at the sound of my colock saying "Jo? Aren's you supose to take the bus with Gab?" and I said "Ah Fuck". I ran into the bathroom, got dress and went to take the bus. I arrive a little late at work but it was alright. An employee didn't come to work so we had a hard time doing the diner rush. What a loser, I hope that he will get fire. Seriously. It's not the first time that he do that. Anyway, I had to stay and help them. At 5pm, I left work, I was supose to work from 9am to 2 pm only... But a lot of things happen last night. Jessica had a very bad abdominal pain and had to go to the hospital (Well, she is pregnant). So the person who was supose to work with us had to stay to do the night. So we were 4 to do the diner. But we call at the administration to have some help.

Well, right after work I went to buy a salad at McDonald's. I hate the employee there, they look all suicidal :/ . So I call a cab and it cost me 17$ -_- There was a lot of trafic, that's why it was more expensive today. I ate and I went to take the bu to go to class.

We were watching a movie today. At the end of the movie, I was so sleepy that I don't really remember what happen. We had to write 100 words about it. I went home and ate a little. I was on my bed and I was writing this post on my laptop but I fell asleep so... XD

It's saturday already!! I'm only working at 8pm today so I could sleep a lot!! I slept for 12 hours. Well, I'm going to eat something and study. I have to do some laundry too.

Well, have a good day!

So for randomguy1313, Today's post will be in english XD

I only slept 3 or 4 hours. ouch, I was tired like hell when I woke up. I didn't eat any breakfest, I didn't feel like it. But I didn't felt quite okay today, maybe it was because I didn't eat. I have some trouble to eat right these days. I spend all my money a day after payday XD So....

But the next payday I will go buy healthy things at the grocery. I have to stop eating fast food (I'm working in a fast food restaurant hmm...). So I have to eat only the chicken salad at work. I have to do it for my heath. My body is suffering right now. Poor body I'm sorry honey.

So I took the bus to go to work. There's too much people to be able to sit down at this hour but I only have to wait 5 minutes and some people will leave to take another bus.

I arrive before my boss lool but I saw that the employees, who work last night was still there. Jess told me that she was enraged because the person who have to do the cleaning yell at her. He didn't have a clean head mop to wash the floor so he asked for one. She told him that she will look if there's some clean but I think there's was one but he began to be grumpy because it wasn't appropriate or something. So she told him that he was cold with her and he began to yell at her.

When I had my uniform on, I went on upstair to take a look at it. He told me about it and he was still angry about it. He bagan to say that it was weird here and all, that people here were always tired and etc. It's normal you moron, we are working at night so it's normal to be tired!! He said that he was tired of all this and that he decide to resign. Anyway, I went to do my things because I didn't want to get involte with it. I told my boss when she arrived. She went to talk to him.

So after work I went home, I slept for a while... I wished that I could stay and sleep but I had to go to my frech class. So... I eat 2 toast with peanutbutter, get dressed and took the bus.

I saw my ex-boss in the bus!! He is a bus driver now. I was surprised to see him because I though that he would be in vacation because his baby had to be born now! So the baby his there but, he decide to take his vacation in the summer so. The baby is a boy and it's name is Isaac. I think it's a nice na Ime.

So I went to my french class. I don't know if I really like the guy who always sat with me... I don't like team work and always insist on doing all the work with me.. I can't think straight when someone try to find the answer because me and asking me if that would be okay or not. It's because I didn't even had the time to look at it seriously and he always cutting off my thought so that's why I have some hard time to think. I don't like it.

So I came back from school and as I wait the bus I called my mom like always. She explained me some things about accounting, because I have a exam monday about that. When I arrived home, Joanie and her boyfriend was there. I talk to them for a while. I wanted to have curled cheese so I went to have some but the store was close, Damn it all!!! So I came back and cook some eggs XD. I talk for a moment with my colock and she went at her boyfriend appartment (he had to go take a shower so he left before her). So right now I'm here, writing on livejournal in english. :P

I can't wait to see Jérôme tomorrow :D (It's my ex-boyfriend if you didn't know ;P)

I Have to go to bed now. Good night!

J'ai dormi 2 heures je crois. ahhhh C'est à cause que j'ai dormit toute la journée hier (jai fait lundi de nuit à cause de gab qui est malade!)

Réveil à 6h30, j'ai pris l'autobus 37 pour aller travailler, ce que je vais probablement faire demain matin aussi.

En tout cas, au travail je devais travailler de 8h à 14h pointiller 16h. J'ai fait en sorte de partir à 14h parce que de 1 j'étais trop fatiguer et de 2 je travail un peu trop cette semaine. Je vais encore faire plus de 40 heures, et en plus j'ai de l'école là alors il faut pas trop que je néglige l'école.

Quand je suis sortit du travail, j'ai appeler Jérôme. On a parler pendant un bout de temps, j'aime bien lui parler au téléphone ou bien en vrai tout court. Je sais pas, c'est parce que il y a toujours quelque chose à dire avec lui. Avant il parlait plus que moi, maintenant je suis capable de parler autant que lui! lool bah avant j'avais de la difficulté à m'exprimer et dire mes opinions. Maintenant je sais que je dois m'affirmer et dire ce que je veux vraiment dire. En tout cas. Je lui ai demander s'il était libre vendredi soir vers 22h (Mon cours de français est de 19h à 22h alors....) Il a dit qu'on pourrais bien faire de quoi, même s'il travail samedi matin. Je suis contente de pouvoir le voir plus souvent, avant de se voir il y a environ 1 mois, on s'était pas vu depuis au moins 9 mois certains. On se parlais seulement au téléphone et on ne trouvait jamais de temps pour se voir.

Pis je suis surprise qu'il n'a pas refuser à cause qu'il travail. Je sais pas, avant je crois qu'il aurait dit qu'il ne pouvait pas à cause qu'il travaillait. En tout cas, je suis contente.

Après ça j'ai pris l'autobus, qui était pleine à craquer. J'ai décider de descendre à la prochaine arrêt pour prendre une autre autobus qui serais moins pleine que celle-la. Je savais que la 3 allais bientôt passé alors j'ai attendu pour la prendre.

Quand je suis arriver chez moi, j'ai dormit un peu parce que je ne voulais pas m'endormir dans mon cours de français.

Je me lève vers 5h45 (J'ai changer ma minuterie au moins 4 ou 5 fois lol), je mange des toast au beurre de peanut avec un verre de lait (qui goûtait pas full bon... Il va falloir que j'aille m'en acheter d'autre à l'épicerie). Ensuite je m'habille et je pars avec mon sac à dos.

J'attends l'autobus et elle était pleine. Bordel. J'ai été debout pendant un moment et puis j'ai pu avoir une banc. J'ai très mal aux jambes ses temps-ci, j'ai un peu de fatigue accumuler alors..

Je m'endormais tellement dans mon cours. Le gars à côté de moi me poussait un peu sur le bras pour me tenir réveiller. J'ai pas mal réagit mais... J'aime quand on me laisse tranquille quand je suis somnolente.

Après j'ai appeler ma maman pour parler un peu avec elle pendant que j'attends l'autobus. Ensuite j'ai parler avec mon papa. Ensuite j'ai pris un bain, j'ai lu un peu le lire obligatoire que j'ai à lire pour mardi. J'ai lavé mes cheveux, je me rappel pas de la dernière fois que je l'ai avait lavé. Je crois que c'est lundi.

Ensuite, je suis sur le net, en train de chercher des icons pour mon livejournal. J'ai juste droit à 6 maintenant que je n'ai plus un paid account. Disons que ça fait longtemps que je ne paye plus pour ça. J'avais arrêté d'écrire ici parce que j'avais pas le goût d'écrire.

Maintenant j'en ai le goût. Je le fais plus pour moi car avant je m'attendais toujours à avoir des commentaires. J'écris juste pour me rappeler de ce que j'ai fait dans le passé. Hier je suis aller lire quelques entrées que j'avais écrite il y a 2 ans de ça. haha ça m'a rappeler des souvenir.

Tantôt, il y a eu une mini panne de courant, tout à fermer (sauf mon ordi, vive les portable avec leur batterie :P) mais tout c'est réouvert tout de suite. Je suis pas resté dans le noir longtemps, je crois que je n'est pas eu le temps de voir le noir au complet lool.

Il est très tard, arg, je dois me coucher plus tôt que ça! je vais me coucher maintenant.

Au moins j'ai quand même moins mal aux jambes...

Aujourd'hui je me sens fatiguer. Pendant mon cours de français de soir je m'endormais un peu même si le contenu était intéressant. J'ai dormit toute la journée alors c'est pour ça que je suis encore debout mais il va falloir que j'aille dormir un peu car je travail demain matin.

Il y a eu du changement dans ma vie ses temps-ci. Bah j'ai changer la layout de mon livejournal XD je voulais pas me casser la tête alors j'en ai choisit un fourni par livejournal.

J'ai un portable maintenant. Je l'ai acheter parce que j'étais tannée d'être assis devant mon ordi dans ma chambre, maintenant je peux le trainer partout. loool

J'ai aussi revu mon ex. Je l'ai invité chez moi pour souper. Ça été sympa. J'ai bien aimé ça. On c'est parlé plus qu'on l'aurais fait avant. Je suis heureuse sérieusement. Je crois encore avec des sentiments pour lui mais bon..

On a eu une conversation qui m'a beaucoup marqué. Je sais pas comment on est tombé là-dessus mais on parlais de sexe et il a dit :

Lui : Ouias de se côté là j'était assez tranquille.
Moi : Pourquoi, c'était plate avec ton ex?
Lui : Ouias genre.
Moi : Bah quoi elle faisait toujours l'étoile ou quoi? (looool)
Lui : Non, c'était juste pas stimulant. J'ai déja eu mieux disons. Elle était pas grand chose comparer toi. (je sais pas trop comment il l'a dit mais ça ressemble à ça)
Moi : Pour vrai??
Lui : Bah oui, té super bonne au lit, j'te l'avais jamas dit?
Moi : Non
Lui : Bah tu le sais maintenant.
Moi : Ah ben merci de me l'avoir dit, je suis contente de le savoir.

C'était comme HEIN? En tout cas j'sais pas si c'était juste une impression mais il avait l'air de vouloir quelque chose... J'sais pas mais, quand on s'est fait un câlin avant qu'il parte, il avait l'air de vouloir me tenir plus longtemps dans ses bras, en tout cas il a pris le temps de faire glisser ses mains sur mes bras quand on s'est décollé. Ça m'a donné des frissons pis là j'aimerais trop le revoir. C'est sure que j'aimerais retourner avec mais je sais qu'avec tout ce qui c'est passé, je ne peux pas faire ça.... En tout cas pas aussi tôt car je sais que je vais être encore blessé dans tout ça. J'ai donc décider de prendre mon temps, pis aussi je sais même pas s'il voudrais qu'on retourne ensemble.. Je vais pas lui en parler, il veut peut-être juste être ami avec moi après tout. En tout cas, s'il m'en parle je vais devoir lui dire ce que je ressent avant dans tout ça. Il s'est quand même pointé avec son ex (qui était sa blonde dans ce que je vais raconter) où je travail pour remettre ses uniformes parce qu'il avait démissionner. J'aurais pu être là. Je crois qu'il n'y a même pas pensé!! Pis en plus ça faisait quoi? 3 semaines qu'on était pu ensemble? J'avais encore de la peine moi pis il a eu le culot de venir avec sa blonde. Quand j'ai su ça (je l'ai su genre 3 mois plus tard), j'étais vraiment en colère. On aurais dit qu'il se crissait de ce que je pouvais bien ressentir. J'avais eu beaucoup de peine à cause de ça pis monsieur se pointe avec sa nouvelle blonde. Je crois sérieusement que c'est lui qui est dépendant affectif et non moi. Une fois il m'a raconter que le soir même où une de ses blondes l'avais laissé, il s'en ai trouvé une autre.

En tout cas je sais pas trop quoi faire. Pour l'instant je reste ça mort. Je vais le voir de temps en temps en ami, pis ça me suffit amplement. Je crois qu'on pourra mieux se connaître comme cela.

Aussi, j'ai décider de prendre soin de moi alors je suis le centre de mon monde. lool J'ai encore de la difficulté à me pousser à aller dormir mais ça va venir. Il faut aussi que je fasse attention à mon alimentation à cause de mon hypoglycémie. Alors je fais attention de plus en plus.

Cette semaine j'ai pas beaucoup d'argent car je l'ai presque toute dépensé sur des vêtements. J'ai eu ma paye jeudi et je suis aller magasiner vendredi.. quand je suis revenu à la maison, je suis aller voir combien d'argent il me restait dans mon compte... Il restait 25$.... Oups..... XD

Pas grave, je vis sur mes pourboire, au moins il y a ça!!! Sinon je pourrais pas me nourrir!!!! Mais avec la graisse que j'ai sur le corps, j'aurais pu durer au moins 5 à 6 jours certains XD je suis pas énorme, mais le corps humain peut survivre un boute juste avec de l'eau alors. :P

J'ai commencer mes cours de français de soir. C'est de 19h à 22h du lundi au vendredi et ça sure 4 semaines. Le prof à l'air compétent, il est très intéressant et drôle, j'aime avoir ce type de prof car c'est plus facile pour moi d'apprendre surtout quand c'est une matière que je n'aime pas en générale.

Bon je vais aller me coucher maintenant. Bonne nuit!

Sorry for you english reader, but I decide to write in french today.

It's been two months ans a week since I didn't worte here. A lot of things happen since. Since January 29, I was promote in my job. Now I'm a team coordinator (I don't know if it's the right word for it...). Well, I have to give orders and make sure that everything is going well in the restaurant. I think I'm going to like it. I think I need some changes.

Two weeks of school already done and I have a lot of work to do!!!! I'm stressing because of it! Well, I'm trying to make sure to relax once in a while.

Well, I will go to bed now, I'm sleepy and I have school tomorrow at 8 o'clock am!! And it's 00:22 alreadY!!!

Justine why are you not on msn anymore?!?! I miss you :(

I have internet :D I'm so happy :D

I don't have internet since friday. I am now, officialy, in my new appartment!!! I'm so happy! I will take picture and show it to you all! I'm so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really like my room, I love my double bed ! XD

I dreamed about my ex-bf last night. Arg, I hate my mind. We were seing each other like friend, but at the end he kiss me and said that I had to go because his gf was going to be there soon. It look like he was going to dump her for me or something like that. Arg, I don't even want to be with him anymore. It's true that a part of me want to be with him but it's because he is the first guy that I've been with so that's why I miss him.

Well, let's not talk about him that much.

Friday, my mom and dad arrive between 5 and 6 o'clock. We went to eat with my roomate, her name is Joanie XD (So our apparment is now call the JoJo Appartment. XD)(For some of you who didn't know, my name is Joanie :P). We went all to eat at the East side Mario's restaurant. After that, we call two friends to come help my dad to carry the laundry machines in the appartment. After that they left with Joanie and we began to put everything in order. We went to sleep at 1 o'clock am I think. I didn't even slep in my new bed because my parents were sleeping in it so I took Joanie's bed and she slept on the couch (well, the couch is really small for me to sleep on it and she is very small compare to me, my mom is taller than her and she is 5"!!! XD). So, saturday morning we went to Reno Depot to buy some things for my appartment. Like lockets to lock the windows, curtains for the living room (they are so beautiful!!!!), a furniture to be able to put my books, my dvds (only animes dvd, dvd movies are in the living room) and my video games. We search at the wal-mart for a furniture with drawers but there's was any so we buy a desk for a computer but I already had one, it's because I didn't have any desk to put my tv on it. We buy it but after that we saw that I didn't have any drawers to pu my things (my parents were really annoying me with the fact that I had a lot of things and nonuseful items. Well, these are my things and if I have a lot that's my problem...).

Anyway, I didn't have time to miss internet and all. I was to busy to move and my parents were here so. Well, I'm supose to have it today or tomorrow.

Well, my stress is really decreasing and I'm feeling fine. A lot better emotionnaly, but I feel a little dizzy physicaly. Well, I will relax and go to sleep when I will be at home tonight. I will maybe go to training before, I will think about it.

I have pastry class now, I have to go and change in my uniform.

Well, maybe I should try and see what will happen.

I can't stop thinking about my ex-boyfriend tonight. I hate it. Some days I don't think about him that much but other days I think about him all day. I want to call him but I told myself not to. I even deleted his phone numbers from my cellphone and I delete him from my msn (Well, he doesn't show himself when he is online. He stay "offline" so I can't see when he is online or not), I only delete his e-mail, I didn't block him because he will not come talk to me anyway. He will not bother to call either, he doesn't like to call to people. Well, he used to call me when he was with me. Well, I don't need to see him anymore, even if I want to see him.

I want to see him but at the same time I don't that it's not worth my time. I would like to meet someone though. But at the same time I want to take care of myself first. I feel a little depress, but maybe after I will move from this room, I will be happier. Well, I would like too be more happier because I don't really feel happy even if I look happy.

I will finally move from where I'm living right now. Finally! I can't wait! I'm here since automn 2003. I can't believe it. lool. I thought that I would be out of here sooner than that. But now it's really going to happen! I'm going to have an appartment!! I will live with one of my friend, I work with her too. We sign for 21 months, 285$ per month. It's less than here but that doesn't include Tv and internet but It include electricity and heat so, it's cool. I can't wait too have my double bed. I'm sleeping in a single bed for 4 years so I really can't wait for a real bed!!!

I have a exam this morning, arg, I have to go to bed. I have to wake up and study. :( I'm not really sure if I understand quite well what I have to study... Well, I will study when I will woke up and maybe it will makes sense when I will be reading the questions of the exam.

Well, now I have to go to bed. Maybe if you ask questions I could write the answer in another post and talk about it. So if you are curious about anything, just ask.

Well, goodnight.

I just saw the last episode of Full metal alchemist is at the imaginaire!!! I have to do something in French and I have 45% so...). So we went to bed.

Saturday

We woke up at 8:00 am. I restart the movie. After that we had breakfest and at 9:10, Gm had to go to the subway.. so I couldn't enter in my app..

Well, I give my cv to the video game store and the subway. Maybe one of them will call me back! :D


I have already buy 2 books dans 4 notes. One of the 2 books is so huge!! It's a brick! 38.54$
And the other one is so little but expensive O_O... 35.54$

All that cost 100$.

I was right about not having enough money to go to the gallerie de la capitale. I bought a hairdrier. I played 2 game of ddr. One on the odl one. OMG that ddr arcade game suck!!!! I prefer the game version of Alessa Gilespie story. She is the mother of my nephew Maxim, ask for 720$ to have each month for the kid.

.... And it was decide that she will get 90$ per month.

ROFL

Finalement ma ps2 va pas mourrir. Jcrois que c'est seulement le fil qui relie la ps2 avec le vidéo pour donner l'image genre. En tk.

Aujourdhui. Jme lève vers 7h, jme force pour aller prendre ma douche et essayer de bouffer avnat 6h.

Je suis p-e paranoie, mais j'ai tout mit ce qui était à un hôtel près de là. On y va et on parle avec eux pendant au moins 1 heures avant d'aller au restaurent. J'ai manger des fajitas au poulet et crevette et j'ai bu un bonne potion soleil mmmmmmmmm (c un méchange de fruits)

Après ça Serge, Rémi et moi on veux ouvrir une auberge, il faut choisir le type d'auberge.

Elle a dit que j'allais passé au ça :D *happy*